and then

last night i, in a usual occurance of nocturnal insomnia, sent ctf the following text message:
“there is a need to stop clinging; wash our internal and external to rid of the sticky substances that restrict light's motion>>>”
tonight i understood this message more. so, in effort to live this cleansing of sticky substances of clinging, one major clinging substance acknowledged and brought into conscious mindfulness is the act of judgement. though i would honestly (honest to the best of my knowledge, of course) deny it, i have engaged in the act of judgement much. judgement on friends, family, strangers, myself, situations, etc. what must be looked at is why judgement is being passed; am i delusionally grasping for some definitive sense of understanding? if so, why? is it a delusional method of control? desiring so much to eliminate the nebulous, inconsistent, or foreign occurrances by defining them through my judgements? consciousness of intention must be at the forefront of all action.